Confessions — drinks

Fascinating Drunk People

July 27, 2016 • alcohol • blackout • booze • drinking • drinks • drugged • drugs • drunk • drunken • hammered • wasted • wet

When I got clean and sober the first time I had this odd fascination with people being drunk around me. Sometimes it triggered me, but other times it really got me off! It was a split decision whether I liked being around it because I was still holding onto resentments from the past, or other times that I would completely spaz out and run to a coffee shop to rid myself of the situation. I’m also a frequent concert goer and I would remember that I’d pay more attention to the drunk guy throwing his arms up mocking the drums...

I’m Respected in My Community… I can’t be an Alcoholic!

November 06, 2015 • 12 steps • Alcohol • alcoholic • Alcoholics Anonymous • Big Book • Confessions • drinks • dui • family • Hazelden • marijuana • Narcotics Anonymous • probation • recovery • void • wife

I was 11 when I was first introduced to alcoholic drinks. Alcohol filled a void I was unaware I had; I felt alive. Alcohol made me forget about my pain and everything I had ever worked for. Nothing ever came easy for me. I was the one who always got the lowest grades, was least ...

Driving 110MPH off a Cliff and I SAW GOD

August 02, 2015 • acid • Addict • addiction • Alcohol • band • car • cliff • colorado • Confessions • drinks • drunk • God • led zeppelin • mountain • mph • roadie • sleep

Driving 110MPH off a Cliff and I SAW GOD I find It some what difficult to describe what had happened that night long ago on a mountain road in Colorado. This is a story that I have wanted to write about for many years. I just did not have the time or ability to ...

Alcoholism: What are the “Shakes” like?

June 15, 2015 • Addiction • Alcohol • alcoholic • Alcoholism • binge • Confessions • Delirium Tremens • drinks • DT • hangover • Medical • night terrors • recovery • shakes

We all know that feeling of needing air, right? For example, being under water for an extended amount of time, than finally being able to come up and be relieved and get some oxygen? It’s a great feeling. Why did I start my story off with this example? I tried to come up with the ...