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He Was My Night Terror, Again!

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He Was My Night Terror, Again!

I woke up choking. The air wasn’t getting down my wind-pipe and I was almost positive that I’d gotten sick and almost asphyxiated. I had thought that the night terrors of him were gone. But, almost 6 years clean and sober, practicing recovery every second of every day, I still am human and prone to err. ~ I was sick this weekend. This was the first weekend that I’d been sick in a very long time and the weather didn’t help. It was extremely humid, I had the flu, and with horrendous sleep apnea I was having problems functioning properly....

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LABELS–Breaking the Stigma!

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LABELS–Breaking the Stigma!

Labels are given to “social items.”  Of these labels they give people anxieties and induce fear into them.  This happens so that the murderer can hold power of them. In this case Mass Pharmaceuticals would be the perpetrator: “the killer,” if it were a mystery movie. But, it’s not a mystery.  This is real life ...

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Reminding Herself How she got through her Son’s Addiction

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Reminding Herself How she got through her Son’s Addiction

I was sitting inside with my one son watching a movie of a girl who was supposedly possessed. I found my son to be more intrigue with the movie for the fact that the girl was suffering from addiction and not because she was possessed. He seemed to be overly fascinated with the drug induced ...

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