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My Worst Sin

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My Worst Sin

Denial is the evilest--and my worst--sin of all.  I would rather regret something I did than never have an opportunity to make a change at all.  There are so many things that I regret; I’m so freaking sorry for that.  I know that I may never see some of my friends again.  I know that a lot of my family may hate me forever.  There are people who will walk and turn the other way if seeing me in public.  But there is so much danger behind looking at someone or something and forcibly denying anything wrong had ever happened....

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Vegas Shooter on Drugs?

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Vegas Shooter on Drugs?

Many know that doing drugs can alter your state of mind. And sometimes to a 'point of no return.'  After 58, and counting, have died and over 500 have been injured by automatic sprays of military grade weapons at the most recent Jason Aldean concert in Vegas... many are left asking, "Why?" The contemplation of asking why, seems to be the common case with recent mass shootings. Take for example, the Sandy Hook Elementary shooter, Adam Lanza. Many are left with questions wondering why he did it. And others push the blame to his mother or mental illness, to find...

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Am I Allergic to Caffeine or Just Crazy?!

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Am I Allergic to Caffeine or Just Crazy?!

My anxiety is going crazy and I don’t know why! I’m in a moment of peril but my body looks completely calm on the outside. On the inside though? I’m a wreck! My stomach is in knots and my throat is parched. Maybe I am just dehydrated? I couldn’t just be dehydrated, right? I’ve been drinking excess water lately and it’s not helping today! I feel like I’ve relapsed and I’ve got something to be guilty about, but I haven’t. Could it be something from the past coming back to haunt me? What is it! The only thing different I...

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