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Confessions — SAD

I'm Alone in a Crowded Room...

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I'm Alone in a Crowded Room...

As I sit here in my quiet room, to my quiet self, I feel the void within my heart begin corrode like a transplant patient in need of intensive care. My life is filled with the glory of having too much of everything but not being able to find the right piece to mend my lonely soul.  I have people that love me, they are there. My wife most of all. But recently I feel as if so many are scared of my mental illness, that when it takes over there is no cure but to wait. The truth behind...

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Brave Souls: My battle with mixed Mania and Depression

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Brave Souls: My battle with mixed Mania and Depression

Waking up every morning after a nightmare filled night—complete with tossing and turning—isn’t a good way to start the day. My medicine is supposed to take care of it, but it doesn’t work, and my demons start to find their way into my head. This is how it has been for the last week, or so. Mixed episodes are extremely difficult. One moment I’m skipping down the halls of a store and talking nonstop, and the next I’m having a meltdown; often caused by emotional overload. I have Asperger’s, which combined with bipolar disorder is extremely difficult. I have to...

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