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A Bipolar Man Pt. 1: Agitated Depression

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A Bipolar Man Pt. 1: Agitated Depression

So, I’m gonna lay it out for you! Here’s my mental illness some days; still today. Although, the majority of when this took place was right when I first got clean and for about 2 years into my recovery, it can still grip me up and tear me down to this day, six  years later… I’m now six years in to my recovery and you can see the difference reflecting back. But today? Today is one of those days; I’m so blank minded. I’m also struggling on the inside, and everyone always says, “You’ve got such a great poker face.”...

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I was 2 weeks Rage Free today… but I slipped.

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I was 2 weeks Rage Free today… but I slipped.

I was two weeks rage free today, but I slipped. And living with the remorse of anger is one of the hardest things I’ve yet to overcome. I am 5+ years clean and sober from drugs and alcohol but that isn’t to say I’m a saint. I remain enslaved by my anger and still succumb ...

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