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A Bipolar Man Pt. 2: Mania

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A Bipolar Man Pt. 2: Mania

The tables are turned and I’m on the end of my ropes, ready to go off on anyone or anything that crosses my path. People say it’s low blood sugar, and eating food does help, but it’s only masking the problem. What a load of crap, right? I’m a complete rage-o-holic when I finally burst from it all. I can’t control the inner feelings, when just five minutes ago I was the master of a poker face. God-darnit mental illness can be so debilitating! (For Pt. 1: Agitated Depression go "here") cont... Everyone seems to not understand that now, yes...

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A Bipolar Man Pt. 1: Agitated Depression

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A Bipolar Man Pt. 1: Agitated Depression

So, I’m gonna lay it out for you! Here’s my mental illness some days; still today. Although, the majority of when this took place was right when I first got clean and for about 2 years into my recovery, it can still grip me up and tear me down to this day, six  years later… I’m now six years in to my recovery and you can see the difference reflecting back. But today? Today is one of those days; I’m so blank minded. I’m also struggling on the inside, and everyone always says, “You’ve got such a great poker face.”...

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